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Night Out With Minny
Tuesday, December 20, 2005
I met up with Engmin tonight and she said I had gained weight since she last saw me during our Raya break.. I totally agree with her.. lol.. My arms seem to have increased in size and so have my thighs.. But oddly enough, there's no change in my weight.. And dad said that my thighs are now as big as my mum's waist..which I totally disagree!!! Mum's waist is prolly smaller lol..

I drove...OBVIOUSLY!! Engmin's liscense is just for show.. lol! Anyways, Engmin and I went to Hangout Cafe to hang out and we took some pics when we were in the car.. I edited some of my pics so that you guys won't have to see my enormously huge arms!! Hehe! So Yeah.. that's a pic of me behind the wheel.. Couldn't take one while I was driving.. Pics turned out really bad!

We talked quite a lot.. Not really about ourselves since we're kinda updated on each other's business/personal life.. We talked more about our friends and how they might be doing at this moment... When I sent her home, we hugged coz we won't be seeing each other til next year.. Anyways, here's a pic of her acting silly! Hehe! Gonna miss her loads!!! Muaks Minny!!

Well, I guess this will be my last post before I leave for Sabah tomorrow.. Till next time.. Merry Christmas everyone!!! Do enjoy your holidays!!

posted by Josephine @ 11:37 pm   1 comments
One Kiss
Sunday, December 18, 2005
Gone are the winds of loneliness
Those once blown to stay
I knew that the day I met you
When my skies were no longer gray

You rang my door and called me out
Happiness did I greet
Oh how melodious my heart it sings
I feel afloat not on my feet

I've never known of love
Until you stepped right in
You cured me of my blindness
Showed me things I've never seen

You took my hand in yours
Pulled me out from my gloomy hole
Where I once would hide away waiting
For darkness to swallow me whole

How bright the lights that shone
Your heart radiating as the sun
In your eyes I'm not alone
I see not half but one

You brought me to where they say
The grass is greener here
The flowers they wilt no more
But bloom their beauty so dear

The birds they sweetly sing
As the butterflies paint the sky
And the clouds they play together
Show no sign that they will cry

Everything is alright now
Nothing I see amiss
And all you did was stand right there
With a smile sealed in one kiss

I've posted this poem up before, in my other blogs.. haven't posted it here tho.. But I was thinking.. since it's like tradition that I should blog this poem, I shouldn't break it right? Lol..sorry.. crapping.. Anyways, this poem was inspired by Josh :) and I haven't really composed a better poem since.. No inspiration I guess? And Vincent made it into a song I think.. lol.. We were suppose to sing it together and make a record but hmm.. no progress I guess? Hehe!
posted by Josephine @ 12:19 am   0 comments
My Saturday
Saturday, December 17, 2005
Well, as you guys know, today is Saturday, the 17th of December 2004.. And as some of you may know, Saturday is my family day.. We usually go out as a family to get a week's ration of groceries at our local supermarkets and to get other stuff as well.. and it's also the only day where we eat three meals (sometimes two) as a family..

Today we were extra busy unlike most of my Saturdays coz we were buying all my bro's back-to-school stuff and we did that in a rush! We bought his uniform and stationaries and stuff really early coz we won't have the time to do it when we come back from Sabah.. My dad really spent quite a sum today..

Oh, btw, a really weird thing happened during breakfast today.. We were eating at this one famous Chinese Roti Canai shop in Kampung Tengah when one of my dad's relative came... And she was like staring at my bro and then started making weird faces at him.. At first I thought she was just weird.. then when she opened her mouth and talked to my bro in BABY TALK.. i knew she was beyond weird!! She was like.. ULTRA weird!! LOL!! Imagine! Baby talking to a NINE YEAR OLD!! And I was like sitting there, trying to control my laughter.. but I couldn't control myself from rolling my eyes! That came automatically and naturally lol.. Good thing I looked away before I did that..

Nothing much happened in the afternoon though since I didn't go out with my parents and neither did my bro.. I was having a hell of a stomach ache which eventually put me to sleep, and my bro was busy watching tv or something.. In the evening, we went out for dinner with my aunt as well, and we went to a seafood shop near my house called Sukaku.. Dad ordered too much, we couldn't finish it, and I ended up with a bloated tummy.. though I can't say my tummy wasn't bloated before that.. hehe.. Then we went to the temple to pray and stuff and in fact, just came back.. Prolly gonna watch a movie on DVD with my parents later..

Well, I guess that's all I wanna crap about tonight.. I just wanted to post something although this post really isn't interesting at all lol.. Till the next post! Muaks!
posted by Josephine @ 11:25 pm   1 comments
Destination: Penampang, KK!
Friday, December 16, 2005
Well, I'll be leaving.. not on a jet plane, nor a Boeing707 (are the numbers correct?).. but on a normal Air Asia domestic flight back to The Land Below The Wind.. I'm not complaining.. just stating a fact.. I'm really glad I'll finally be able to see my grandfather and my maternal family members again and soon! And since I'll only be there for a week, I'm gonna make full use of the time I have there.. So you guys definately won't be seeing this girl online for a full week!

My uncle Robert told me to make a list of what I wanna do when I'm in there and he's gonna make sure I carry out everything in that one week itself! So that's exactly what I did.. I made a short list of what I wanna do during that one heavenly (I hope) week.. Top 5 in my list which are also the only 5 in my list are firstly, I wanna go to the paddy fields although I'm not sure there's any paddy for me to urm.. what's the term used? Harvest! Yea, that's it.. I mean, it is Dec, and harvesting season is in May.. Oh well, maybe I'll fish in the paddy fields instead.. Hey, there are fish there ok!? At least I think so.. I've never stepped foot into the paddy fields before.. Don't ask me why.. Anyways, I'll let you guys know if there's fish there.. Hehe..

Second thing I wanna do, is of course, go up Mount Kinabalu! Well, not UP up.. I'm afraid of heights.. I wanna go to my aunt's chalet or lodging or whatever you call that.. Anyways, my aunt's urm.. lodging/chalet/place to stay.. is called Borneo Fern Garden.. It's really busy at this time of the year since it's the holiday season and all and she has all these tourist coming to stay.. The view there is awesome! And the flowers.. WOW! Coz of the cold weather there, flowers bloom beautifully! I'll take piccies and post them up when I get back to Johor..

Moving on, the next thing I wanna do is go to Tanjung Aru Beach.. Love the sunrise/sunset there! And I do miss the sea so.. I wonder if my grandad would like to come along.. He enjoyed his last trip to the beach.. and I'm sure he'll like to go again.. Long story.. Urm, next, I wanna go into the forest near my grandfather's place to collect these glow-in-the-dark rotten roots so I'll obviously go at night.. And when I do, I'm gonna bring all my guy cousins with me coz it'll be at night and all.. and well.. *clears throat* you'll never know what/who you can come across.. *shivers* Hehe..

That was my fourth right? Well, my fifth, is to throw a Christmas party where I'd invite all my relatives and with God's blessings, we'll have a wonderful family gathering with lots of love, hugs and kisses to go around! That would really be the best Christmas present or presents I could get from my family.. love, hugs and kisses! I don't get those here.. Chinese family.. so... well.. a lil conservative I guess.. LOL! No offence! And speaking of which.. I HAVE TO LOSE WEIGHT BEFORE X'MAS IF I WANNA FIT INTO MY (more formal) CLOTHES AGAIN!!!

Well, there's no certainty that all these would be a reality.. but I'll try my best to make it so! :) But even if circumstances have it so it cannot be done, I'll still be happy coz going back was the main plan anyway!
posted by Josephine @ 12:33 pm   2 comments
Something to Ponder Upon
Adapted from Alan's blog..

"Sigh, it's so hard to please people. What's the moral behind the story? Well, since you can't please all people around you, therefore you no need to please them at all. In the society today, people tend to brainwash you their own thinking on you. Anything that is out of their standard is wrong. If you think not the same way with them, they'll do many things to scare you and force you to accept their philosophy of life. It's kinda funny but it happens all the time. You and I are the victims, no doubt about that. It's either you are the people who like to brainwash other people or you are the one brainwashed. Why we have to do that all the time, can't we just be what we like? No. If you see people besides you think and act different from you, you will feel insecure and confuse whether you are the right one or he is."

Click here to read the whole version if this is something you think can be pondered upon.. Good job Snoopster! *claps*
posted by Josephine @ 4:00 am   0 comments
Forgive and Forget
Forgive and forget
Or lose and regret
We all make mistakes
Even you, wanna bet?

But hey,don't fret
We're humans, that's that
Let go and be happy
"Another chance? No sweat!"

Let's kiss and make up
Wave hi and "what's up?"
Share a hug now and then
Or at least, share your cup?

So hey, let's start fresh
Burn ill feelings into ash
Go out and have fun
Spend some time and some cash

Always great to have a friend
Open up, extend your hand
Good and bad, yin and yang
Compromise and comprehend

Learn to live and let live
Learn to be less defensive
Learn to be a friend in need
Learn less take,learn more give

Sorry should come without a fee
When living with society
Forgiveness is the way to go
Then in harmony we shall be..

Well, that was sharing with you guys one of my lamest poems.. What drove me to compose such a lame poem? Hmm.. Real life politics I should say.. Not those that happen in the parliament or during voting.. well, you get what I mean..
posted by Josephine @ 12:56 am   1 comments
What I Am.. (18SX)
Let's see... According to this website on What You Are..

I am a NOTORIOUS STUD MAGNET (woohoo) who loves to EXPLORE DILDOS!! Urm.. Lol.. Okayyy.. Weird.. Since I've never even seen a dildo what again explore it lol! Well guys? What are you?? ;)

And while I'm at it... Rum and Monkey believes that the BIGGEST MISTAKE I'll ever make in SEX is...

I'll scream too loud causing my dad to panic and rush into my room with his shotgun...

But.. My dad DOESN'T own a shotgun! *heaves sigh* What a perfect waste of my time lol

posted by Josephine @ 12:44 am   1 comments
Good Luck Juniors!
Thursday, December 15, 2005
To all my juniors from B105, good luck yeah.. Hopefully all of you will advance to sem 2 without having to resit... hmm.. Time flies doesn't it? It seems like just yesterday we seniors were pouring flour all over you guys huh? Hehe!

Hey, give IMU Ball some thought.. It'll prolly be held in Apr but u'll know the details in Feb.. I don't think any of my batchmates would wanna go tho.. But we'll see huh? Guys, gather some courage to ask the young ladies to the ball!

Ok.. I'm thinking too far.. Guess I just wanted to make this blog longer.. hehe.. And Good luck to you too Kiat Wei.. And pls drive safely (and carefully)!!! Looking forward to my free meals ;)
posted by Josephine @ 3:44 pm   1 comments
Penis Patch??
Wednesday, December 14, 2005
click to enlarge Lol.. This is some image I got from the net.. If I'm not mistaken, it's photoshopped.. so guys, don't be so desperate to believe there really is such a thing as a penis patch okay? Lol.. Then again.. who knows eh? :P
posted by Josephine @ 5:15 pm   2 comments
CARincidence?
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
Remember yesterday I mentioned about my mum's punctured car tyre on the way to Labis? Well, today it was my dad's car's turn.. Well, the tyre of my dad's Toyota didn't puncture, but his car stalled in the middle of a main road! Water got into the carburetor coz of the heavy rain.. This is the second time this has happened to my dad's car.. The first time was many years ago, when he had recently bought the car.. And turning back the clock, a few days before my holidays, my car too, had stalled in the middle of the road and in KL somemore! Hmm.. weird weird weird.. Like my mum said, good thing my bro doesn't have a car LOL.. What queer coincidence huh?

Well, back to the story about my dad's car.. Dad walked a pretty long distance under the rain to get to the nearest petrol kiosk coz his hp was out of credit and well, at 10.30 pm, the only place selling top up card around that area would be Petronas.. But while he was walking, a man came along and gave him a lift so I guess it wasn't that bad.. He called my mum and we rushed over in mum's car..

Now, like aforementioned, the car stalled in the middle of the road so since it was in the middle of the road, we obviously had to push it to someplace safer.. So, with me at the wheel, mum and dad pushed the car (they asked me to steer ok!! Not that I didn't wanna do labour work!) and while they were struggling, these two guys came and helped them push.. One was a Malay guy on a motorcycle, and the other was a Chinese boy who I later recognised to be my junior from high school.. I forgot what's his name..

Anyways, they helped push and finally we got my dad's car to a safer area.. Hmm.. another coincidence.. Like I said, a Chinese man came and helped my mum with the tyre and here, two people came and help.. Whoa.. Somebody must be watching over us from above.. So anyways, we left my dad's car there coz we couldn't get the mechanic to come.. Hopefully dad's car will get fixed by tomorrow..

Well, that's all from me for now.. till next time! ;)
posted by Josephine @ 12:13 am   1 comments
For Real??
Monday, December 12, 2005
Ok, Chiccy told me yesterday on msn that if I'm nice to a guy, that guy will like me.. Now, how far does this statement go? I was pondering upon it this morning when I woke up from my sleep.. Now, most of the guys I know avoid girls who are extra nice to them and they chase those who don't give them a damn.. Trill of the chase right? I guess what he said doesn't apply to all males coz well, even for us girls, we are attracted to guys who play hard to get.. Again, trill of the chase.. If what Chic said is true, then shouldn't I have guys I like (and obviously treat nicer) lining up in front of my front door? The guys who chased me before are those I just couldn't be bothered about.. So Chic, how far real does your statement apply?

Btw, I used some line I found on the internet on Chic to see how his reaction would be coz well, I've had people telling me that the line really does work coz they said that it'll be hard for someone to reject a person who says that! So I decided to test it on Chic.. Pretending to be all serious and stuff (and the fact that Chic is so fat headed, he thinks all girls who crosses his path would like him..LOL no offence dear) I copied and pasted this line..

"My feelings for you are changing. I value our friendship, and I can remain a good friend to you if that's all you want. You don't have to say anything now, but I wanted to tell you how I feel." (ref: http://www.teenadviceonline.org/dating/ - "To Be or Not to Be: More Than Friends?" by Daniel Snow)

And cutting to the chase, well, Chic obviously rejected me (LOL) but he did it in a very funny manner.. He said something like, "blah blah, it happens a lot, would you like to join my fan club" or something like that la.. Anyways, the bottom line is, it was really funny... It's a wonder I didn't wake my parents and bro up with my hysterical laughing.. Hehe!

So I told him not to use that line on other girls.. those who like him for real.. Coz well, it could hurt them even more than rejection.. He told me that he wanted to keep the situation light and stuff like that and I understand what he meant la.. I mean, trapped in this kinda situation can really be very tensing.. But I think it's better to be straight and serious when the other party is serious.. Know what I mean? Feelings are something you can't play with coz well, people have done drastic things based on their feelings.. And I'm not talking about sixth sense kinda feelings! Can't blame Chic for not knowing how to handle these kinda situations.. He is still a kid (mentally) after all! :P Haha! Jangan marah k baby!

Well, I guess that's all I wanna blog about for now.. and Chic, sorry yeah.. hope you don't mind me blogging this.. At least I used a name not everyone knows.. at least not ur new friends la.. and damn la boy, I miss you la! COME BACK TO SEGAMAT!! I WANT MY DRIVER!!! Lol! And Good Luck in ur exam this Friday!
posted by Josephine @ 1:05 pm   2 comments
BCSS in Labis
Sunday, December 11, 2005
This afternoon, I followed mum to Labis, which, in case you guys didn't know, is some place in Segamat.. So what happened was first we went to pick two nurses up from the old hospital which is now converted into a nursing college and we waited for the two of them like FOREVER!! They were really taking their own sweet time!!! *grumble* So while waiting, we took some piccies and here's one of me.. Just look at my dark circles!!



This is what happens when you sleep at 2 am every night and wake up at 8 am.. Fine, 6 hours maybe normal to you, but it's not to me.. *grumbles again* Internet is sooo taking me away from my beauty sleep!!

So anyways, cutting short to the event that took place on the way to Labis, mum was driving when suddenly we heard a weird sound only to find a punctured tyre! So while mum and I were wondering how to jack the car up (is that correctly put?) the nurses called this one motorcyclist passing by to come help.. At first he was like all blur until he saw the flattened tyre.. He was this old chinese guy who couldn't really understand Malay.. and well, the nurses were talking to him in their mother tongue.. So ok, he helps us change the tyre and when he's done changing it (it was his first time changing a car tyre btw), mum wanted to give him some reward as a token of our appreciation, but he wouldn't take it! What a very nice civilian eh? God bless him..

So, with the weird directions this one guy gave us, we finally found the place where the event was to be held which was at the Buddist Association in Labis.. Oh, yeah, the event.. Urm.. Breast palpation for women or more like an awareness campaign on breast cancer.. Why? Well, early detection saves lives you know..

Mum put me in charge of registration and honestly, I've never seen a more unsystematic process! So ok, these ppl need to register their names to do breast palpations right? And there were numbers so normally we'd follow the numbers and call them in when it's their turn.. But when I called names, nobody answered me! So fine! I decided to make it a first come (and sit on the chairs placed in front of the palpation rooms), first serve kinda thing.. And these women were like asking me why I'm not following the name list and I was like trying to make them understand and THAT wasn't an easy job coz I was trying to explain my situation to them in CHINESE!! And you know la.. my chinese.. lol.. half past six! *wipes sweat of brow*

But wah.. damn shiok! The people who invited BCSS over there to do this palpation cum breast cancer awareness thingy (Lioness Club and Buddist Association Labis), were like bringing loads of food to my table and serving me drinks and stuff.. Lol! Really nice of them to do so.. So I was like enjoying the food being served to me while I was doing the registration.. Hehe!


The event went on for two full hours and we had like 55 people registering, but only about 50 ppl had palpations done.. And one case was detected.. Poor woman had a really big lump in her breast and was referred to a surgeon.. She's kinda low in the financial department so I guess the Lioness Club will help her out there.. It was a really great day, as we managed to reach out to the public and fulfill the objectives of the club.. So we went back at 4 pm, feeling really tired but well, it was all for a good cause and therefore was worth it!

Btw, I was praised by a couple of older people for helping the society out ;)
posted by Josephine @ 10:48 pm   2 comments
Well, it's official!
Saturday, December 10, 2005
I got my results today.. And yes, I did pass.. But I was kinda dissapointed with my results since I expected better for a few subjects.. Still, I'm glad I managed to scrape through to semester 4 and I thank God for guiding me all the way through and for helping me get through sem 3 without having to resit..

And I understand why Dr. K was upset with me.. He knows I'm capable of doing better.. Well, I still have 5 semester to prove to everyone that I'm not as weak in studies as they think! Gambate me!! LOL..

Btw, yesterday Nithiya told me he was LAZY to SLEEP and I promised him I'd mention that in my blog.. Speaking of blog, what do you guys think of my Christmas Special? Love this song btw.. It's called "All I want for Christmas" and was sung by Mariah Carey! Hehe!
posted by Josephine @ 4:02 pm   1 comments
What Am I to Believe??
Friday, December 09, 2005
Ok.. in my earlier post today, I mentioned that IMU sent me email telling me I passed my sem 3 exams right? So, anyways, cutting short the whole story and moving on to what happened just a few minutes ago, Jennifer sms-ed me, asking me if I was ok..

So, I called her and well, you know what she told me? She said that Dr. K had made it seem like I failed.. coz he said he wanted to scold "the person who watches anime" and obviously.. that person is me.. coz I'm his only tutee who watches anime.. he also did mention he wanted to scold the rest as well of course.. but I guess he stressed on me.. I'm not sure..

Now, the thing is, as aforementioned, I haven't seen my results in black and white.. therefore I can't really believe in the emails coz ppl do send wrong emails you know.. And now that I know Dr. K is angry with me for some reason, I'm not sure what to believe anymore! Did I really pass everything? Or did I fail something?

Of course, Jen did say something like he wants to talk to us when uni reopens or something like that so I'm hoping that means I did pass, but not by Dr. K's standards.. Well, we'll see when DHL delivers my results.. I don't expect good results.. I just wanna pass, get a degree, and get IMU over and done with as soon as possible!!

Till then.. chillin' out..
posted by Josephine @ 5:23 pm   0 comments
Jason, my twin bro!
Hey, I have a "twin bro" now.. Jason.. Most of you guys would know him hehe.. How did he become my "twin"? Well, it all started with Jason telling me he treats me like his second "sis".. This is roughly how the conversation went... (we were chatting on MSN btw.. and his nick was Voldermort is not scary.. He's Cute!!.. *rolls eyes*.. How weird can one get?? LOL)

Jason: I treat you like my second "sis"
Me: Why second?
Jason: Coz I have a real sis already..
Me: Hmm, I can't treat you like my second "bro" coz I've got lotsa "bros"..
Still Me: Why don't you become my twin instead?
Jason: Ok.. I'm the good twin and ur the evil twin! *laughs*
Me: WTH.. no, ur the babi and I'm the princess! XP
Jason: Yeah.. the babi who saved the princess from blah blah blah blah crap crap crap..

So, yeah.. now I have a babi for a twin bro.. lol.. and for you guys who don't know what babi means, it means pig hehe.. He's a pic of my twin bro and I.. I'm the better looking one of course! Hehe.. XD

P/S Jason: Ur crap la! You and ur voldermort s**t lol.. Glad to have you tormenting my life though lol.. Wouldn't give crap if anyone else torments me like you la! Ok.. now, I'm crapping! Your fault Jason!!!

posted by Josephine @ 1:30 pm   0 comments
I passed??
Here's the email IMU had sent to me..

Please be informed that you have passed the End of Semester 3 Examination.

"The information transmitted is intended only for the person or entity to which it is addressed and may contain confidential and/or privileged material. Any review, retransmission, dissemination or other use of, or taking of any action in reliance upon this information by persons or entities otherthan the intended recipient is prohibited.If you have received this e-mail in error, please notify us immediately by return e-mail or telephone +603 8656 7228 and destroy the original message without delay."

So I passed right?? I'm gonna need more proof lol.. So, until my results come in the mail.. Then, I can be sure I passed everything hehe! But Alan did ask Dr.K abt the msg.. and he said the Dr.K told him that if it states that you have passed sem 3 exams and stops there without any continuation what-not-sort.. then it means passed la.. What the heck am I crapping about??!

Anyways, if I really did pass, then I'd like to thank all those who believed in me when I didn't even have confidence in myself, and a special thanks to Jivanti, for praying.. like really praying for me.. Thanks y'all! Muaks!

And Congrats to those who got the same mail as me too! And obviously to those who passed.. Hehe! Sem 4, here we come!! *still need more proof!!* (DUSH! A pillow sails through the air and hits me right on the head)
posted by Josephine @ 11:51 am   0 comments
Serenity's Banner!
Thursday, December 08, 2005
Thanks Joshie-kun for this really really absolutely cool banner you made for me!! MUAKS!! Click the banner to see Josh's Myspace!
posted by Josephine @ 9:36 pm   2 comments
24 hours!!
OMG OMG OMG!!*freaking out*.. In exactly 24 hours time, our sem 3 results will be officially released!! Some of us won't be knowing our results til Saturday or next Monday though coz we opted for our results to be sent back to our hometowns.. Yikes!!

I really really hope I can scrape through enough to get into Sem 4 without having to resit! Gawd! I would be totally cool if SOMEONE hadn't scared the sh*t outta me at the beginning of hols and on the day viva results were released! *hmmph*.. Mean!!

I sure hope Shui Yee is right about what he meant when he freaked the hell outta me.. *Crossing fingers*.. Well, ok.. I'm not gonna bug you ppl with my freaking out... So, signing off for now.. *biting fingernails*
posted by Josephine @ 10:00 am   0 comments
"I No Friend You No More"
Wednesday, December 07, 2005
Good gosh! What atrocious English!! Hehe.. Well, this blog is sorta a continuation to my previous post, liking him... So, instead of crapping about expressing your feelings, I'm gonna write about what happens after two people breakup..

You see, I have this friend who was best friends with this one girl from his school (obviously the guy is my friend) and well, after years and years of best-friendship, special feelings came into the picture.. I mean, who wouldn't fall for each other if they spend most of their time together right? Sooner or later, feelings are bound to surface right? So ok.. they got together and not long after, they broke up.. Now, they aren't even talking anymore!! I mean, they used to be BEST FRIENDS for YEARS for crying out loud!

Why do you think friends who become a couple and then breakup can't become friends again? Was the reason for the breakup so strong it could break years of friendship up as well? I don't know about you, but I think it's kinda childish if that should take place.. I'm still good friends with my ex-bf and it's like.. ok, we broke up, so what? Doesn't mean we can't be friends still..

Many people say that, you realise... but they never really mean it.. Actions do speak louder than words you know.. They may be able to be friends at first, but later, can't see each other eye-to-eye, what again indulge in a conversation? Well, there are a few others who stop talking to each other completely after the break up, but later become friends again.. However, that's pretty rare compared to the first scenario.. Even less people stay friends after the breakup and stay as friends forever..

If their reasoning strongly supports their reasons for not being friends anymore such as, "he abused me when we were together" or "I caught her in bed with another man" then that is perfectly understandable.. and reasons like "I'm just so embarrased, I can't face him" or "I have an image to uphold" aren't reasons to begin with.. Can't win a court case with those now, can you? Maybe people should start growing up.. That is, I mean, if they aren't friends after the breakup without much of a valid reason of course..

Well, I guess that concludes this blog.. Do let me know of what you think.. Signing off..
posted by Josephine @ 1:14 am   1 comments
Hair Issues
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
Today I dyed my hair Brownish Copper Gold.. Permanent dye too.. Went to the saloon to get it done.. Cost mum about RM30.. Wanted to do Light Copper highlights but they didn't turn out.. Prolly coz my hair needed to be bleached first.. *shrug*..

Whoa.. the dye was super "spicy" on the scalp! I felt like my whole head was on fire!! The chemicals were prolly too strong for me.. Now my hair is kinda coarse and "stringy".. Then again, it's not like I did treatment right after my colouring.. Not that I didn't wanna do it.. It's just that well.. time didn't quite allow me to do treatment.. *sighs*..

And my eyes! Total OUCH! Burning! And no dye went into my eyes or anywhere near them.. Hmmph.. pretty strong chemicals huh? Mum coloured her hair too.. I think it was Mahagony Red or something like that.. she trimmed it a lil as well.. My bro cut his hair at the same time.. He was actually the reason we went to the saloon in the first place..

Well, I guess that's all I wanna blog about today.. Honestly, nothing to blog about.. And I was suppose to ask Tian Yuh and Maybel out today, but I had really bad cramps so I cancelled out on them.. Sighs.. Maybe tomorrow if they are still in Segamat.. Till then.. Signing off..
posted by Josephine @ 8:34 pm   0 comments
Yay Me!?
Monday, December 05, 2005
Today, I made my first fettucini carbonara but with macaroni.. It turned out not as well as I expected because I had forgotten to put in the butter!! So it became all sticky and all the macaroni were stuck together!! (-_-") Here are some of the ingredients used.. well, except the butter lol.. When I took the pic did I realise I had forgotten to put it in! LOL! and also the outcome.. (try spotting the "hidden mickeys")


And here's an additional picture of my mum's lamb chop without the gravy.. Oooh.. Tender.. *smacking lips*.. Yay! Scrumptious meal no doubt! Hehe!

posted by Josephine @ 6:58 pm   0 comments
Liking him...
Girls, what would you do if you find yourself falling head over heels for somebody? Would you be daring enough to proclaim your urm.. "like" to that special someone, taking the risk of being rejected and losing a friend in the process, or would you just clam up your feelings, let yourself suffer the pain of not being able to express how you feel because you don't wanna risk being rejected and end up having him avoid or run away from you like you're some kinda disease or deadly virus? Are you the "modern" kind who thinks that you can take the first step, or are you those living in the "stone age", waiting for the man to do the honours?

Me? I'm more of the urm.. bottle up my feelings and "stone age" kind of girl.. I have done my share of expressing my feelings and well, I didn't like the outcome.. It's like.. you just wanna get this big secret off your chest, and the guy thinks you want him as more than a friend.. like it's so impossible for someone to just want to let the other party know of their feelings towards them and not expect anything in return.. and in the end, losing a friend.. hmm.. Can I say "cliché" in this context?

It's even worse if a guy thinks you like him, and avoids you and in the end, you lose a friend too.. Ugh, HATE that when it happens.. Sometimes guys can assume too much! Or in other words.. "PERASAN"!! *rolls eyes*

Back to the liking and telling/not telling business, like I mentioned earlier, I'm more of the keep-it-to-myself type (not counting the fact that I obviously let my friends know) and well, I do suffer.. and quite a lot too sometimes.. The worst experience I had was when I liked a guy for 6 years and I never told him I liked him.. But that wasn't because I was scared he'd run away from me, it was because he liked another girl..

How about you girls out there who dare express your feelings to the "keeper" of your heart? Would you still do it despite the fact he likes another? Or if he IS with another and risk her heart getting broken, rather than yours? Or would you let your feelings sink to the utmost lowest level so that it will be hidden forever and just wait for him to be available to you? What would you do in that situation?

I am, at the moment, crushing real bad on someone and I can't tell him how I feel about him and well, I really want to keep our friendship strong for as long as possible.. Oh, and btw, I've had a series of me liking guys who don't like me back.. Same old story over and over again.. So I have lost hope in hoping a guy would like me back in return.. You can even say that I've grown immune to it..

But honestly, I really do wanna let him know how I feel about him and just get it off my chest and I'm really not expecting anything in return and I just want him to be happy and stay my friend.. But hey, guys don't think that way, do they? *Shrugs* Well, that's about all I wanna say I guess.. Do let me know what you think/feel..

Until next time.. Signing off..
posted by Josephine @ 2:03 pm   3 comments
World AIDS Day
December 1st 2005 was World AIDS Day.. AIDS or Acquired Immune Deficiency Syndrome, as we know it, is becoming more and more prevalent in our world today.. Well, I'm not here to blabber about AIDS.. you can read about that yourself anywhere on the internet and also from other sources... I just wanted to show you guys a picture of the Obelisk of Buenos Aires which had a great big comdom covering it to commemorate World AIDS Day..




This picture was taken from http://www.xanga.com/sekypanda8

Anyways, if you guys wanna know more about the prevalence of HIV and AIDS in Malaysia, you can click on the little malaysian flag below and you will be redirected to UNDP-UNAIDS website..
posted by Josephine @ 3:24 am   1 comments
Four Leaf Clover
Sunday, December 04, 2005
Good Luck to all my B104 classmates.. Hopefully all of us will pass sem 3 exams and advance to sem 4! And Good Luck to you, Kiat Wei (Blake) and to your friends as well, on you forthcoming midterm examinations.. Also, Good Luck to Semester 5 students and hope you guys will be able to enter ur first choice PMS!! Urm.. and also Good Luck to anyone who needs it! LOL!
posted by Josephine @ 3:22 pm   1 comments
A comment to Alan's Blog
I commented Blake's blog a few days back in my blog coz what I wanted to comment was too long.. as you can see from my previous post.. Today, I'm commenting Alan's blog here for a different reason alltogether; I can't comment on his blog.. Why? Dunno.. Ask Friendster! *grumble*

So, anyways, Alan's latest posting entitled, "A Visit", was about his meeting with a cancer (CA Colon) patient.. He quoted and unquoted in his blog, "Death is not scary, but the pain you bear before you die." Well, Alan didn't say that.. he was merely telling his readers what the patient had said.. So well, it got me thinking..

I say, with much embarrassment, that I have, no doubt, thought about ending my own life a couple of times when I couldn't stand another day stranded in my valley.. So, ok.. first point.. I'm not scared to die.. BUT then when I think about how I wanna end my life, I go through so many options trying to avoid the least painful one.. and well, thinking of the pain I prolly have to endure during the last seconds of my life freaks me out, and I don't feel like commiting suicide anymore.. Point two taken!

Now, people have come up to me, telling me that they hope they will leave this world (not afraid to die).. BUT they hope they leave earth without much suffering! (fear of pain)... And everyone prays they won't go through too much pain before they pass on.. They had rather die early than live longer but in agony..

Virtuous words those are.. And I'm sure Alan wasn't exaggerating when he said it was a fruitful visit and he had learnt a lot from the patient.. Last but not least, let's hope and pray the man will get well soon..
posted by Josephine @ 10:33 am   4 comments
The Lion, The Witch & The Wardrobe
Saturday, December 03, 2005
Yes! The movie everyone has been waiting for is finally coming to our local cinemas this December 9th! What movie you ask me?? Why, The Chronicles of Narnia, of course! Yes, book two of the chronicles is coming to life.. like Harry Potter and Lord of The Rings.. Hmm.. I have wondered though.. why the producers of this movie didn't film book one first.. I mean, book one does tell you about how The Lion, The Witch & The Wardrobe even came into the picture.. *Shrugs* ..

But hey, no complaints here! Book two was one of CS Lewis' better books in the chronicles anyway as this book marks the start of a wonderful adventure through the kingdom of Aslan, the land of Narnia, by the Pevensie chidren, Peter, Susan, Edmund and Lucy as they come in battle with the White Witch.. A definate MUST SEE show and read!


The Chronicles of Narnia official movie site

This movie was directed by Andrew Adamson (director of Shrek and Shrek 2) and produced by Mark Johnson (academy award winning filmmaker) with the help of WETA, the award winning designing team for LOTR.. Staring Tilda Swinton, James McAvoy, Georgie Henley, Skandar Keynes, Anna Popplewell, William Moseley, Rupert Everett, Ray Winstone, Dawn French, Liam Neeson and Jim Broadbent..

posted by Josephine @ 7:31 pm   0 comments
Quest for Christmas - Part 2
"Save Christmas?" I repeated after Gus. "I'm sorry, but I don't quite understand you. Why should christmas need saving? It comes every year doesn't it? And Christmas is in 3 days time."

Gus looked down to his feet as he said, "Christmas, as you know it, is the Christmas you celebrate according to the calendar. It's the spirit we need you to help us save. It is dying as we speak." Taking a deep breath, he continued, "Santa Claus, the upholder of christmas joy and love, is being held captive by the evil Ice Queen. The mistress of winter and guardian of cold hearts. She has been wanting to destroy Christmas for as long as we can remember. Now, she is a step closer to succeeding with Santa as her prisoner. After the stroke of 12 on Christmas eve, she will rule earth and evil will engulf the world as we know it!"

"But how am I to help with that? I have no talent, I'm not brave nor smart and as you can see, my legs aren't exactly functional. These legs I have are plastic fittings. Fake legs that I got after the accident years back." Letting out a sigh, I continued. "I think you've the wrong person, Gus. I'm sorry but I'm in no condition to help you no matter how much I'd like to."

Gus jumped onto my shoulder and sat there whispering in my ear. "Sarah, there is more to you than you think. You are the chosen one. Please Sarah. Help us." Gus broke down into tears. Seeing my new found friend in that state, I heaved a long sigh and nodded my head slowly. "I'll help you Gus. If that's the last thing I do."

Smiling harder than he had since he came to my room, he told me to trust him as he plucked a strain of hair from my head and started to mumble weird words in some language I've never heard of. Suddenly, I found everything around me growing bigger and bigger when it suddenly struck me. I was the one shrinking at an incredible speed! Before I knew it, I was standing eye-to-eye with Gus.

"Quickly now, Sarah. There's no time to lose. We must hurry!" He jump out the window pulling me with him. I was screaming for my life only to find me flying up and not falling down! I was sitting comfortably at the back of a horse. Not any horse but one with wings adorned with soft bird feathers! Looking at it's head, I saw the flying horse wasn't just a flying horse. The thing of beauty and refined magnificence, was a unicorn! It wasn't like the kind of unicorns people wrote about in books as aforementioned, could fly! His horn was razor sharp and shining like a star in the night. With Gus at the rein, we travelled through the cold winter night...
posted by Josephine @ 5:42 pm   3 comments
One Shot of Tequila

This was how I looked the first time I really got drunk.. And that was when I went urm.. pubbing.. with my girlfriends and guyfriend a couple of weeks back.. Josh said I looked flushed, my eyes glazed and just tired.. or did he say sleepy.. hmm.. Anyways, I've drank my share of tequila before so yeah, I ordered a shot.. And I drank it in a shot! I usually don't do that btw.. I prefer sipping.. Before I knew it, I was all floaty like and just... drunk.. I could still think clearly.. But I wasn't sober.. Hmm.. I'm not sure what I'm crapping about now.. lol.. And yeah, this pic was taken with my friend's cam hp.. Oh, and FYI, I'm never, ever touching tequila again! I look horrible when I'm drunk!! Or at least I won't drink everything one shot next time around.. And btw, I'm not naked.. Josh thought I was.. Tsk, Joshie baby!
posted by Josephine @ 12:56 pm   1 comments
Breasts
One word, two lumps, owned by women, loved by men.. well, most times.. But there is more meaning to that word than you think.. What I wanna ask today is, are breasts really THAT important to straight men? Well, ok, so I'm told that men love grasping big breasts and love oogling at them and flat chested women.. well, they don't exactly turn heads and they're always teased.. What are breasts to men? What does it signify?

You guys may think I'm perverted or dirty minded or whatever, but you know what drove me into writing this blog? A story.. a true story my mother told me this morning.. Wanna hear? Well, I'm gonna tell you even if you don't wanna know..

My mum happens to be a member of the Breast Cancer Support Society (BCSS) of Segamat.. Well, one day, she met a woman with 6 young kids, who was diagnosed with breast cancer and had recently undergone operation at the hospital.. According to my mother, she was holding on to her tightly, while tears were pouring down her cheeks..

She wasn't sad because she had mastectomy.. Oh no.. She was depressed because her husband hadn't come to visit her at the hospital during the three weeks she was admitted there, and he had threatened to DIVORCE her if she removed her breast!!!

Like WTF!!

This is what drove me to blog about this topic.. Can you believe that her husband preferred that his wife had cancer, than remove her breast?? What kind of man is that??! Hell, when people get married, don't they make a vow to stick by each others' sides no matter what? I mean, you don't have to say it out loud.. It's like an agreement you sign when you decide you wanna spend the rest of your life with that person! It's like.. he married her for her breasts??

You know, I'm starting to think he DID marry her for that reason.. coz he impregnated her SIX times! That's six lucky hits.. What about when she wasn't ovulating and stuff? Ugh! Damn!

Hmm.. getting a lil carried away.. So, before I start cussing the a**hole on my blog, Imma stop here.. and let my post hang... Feel free to comment! Oh, and FYI, don't know what happened to the woman... BCSS referred her to social welfare in Muar, giving her RM30 as her fare there.. and they've never heard of her since..
posted by Josephine @ 3:55 am   2 comments
In Love With The Enemy
Friday, December 02, 2005
Striding in his steps, he walked right past me. No sign of recognition as our eyes met for one brief second. Looking away, he went right on, never once turning back. My eyes trailed him until he was no longer in sight. Standing still in the hallway, images of people around me started to blur as tears started to form. Clenching my fists, I broke into a run. Were there people calling my name? I wasn't sure. All I could hear at that moment was his voice, screaming at the top of his lungs as memories of my past came flooding back.

He was the perfect guy, all that I ever wanted in a man. 6 feet tall, equipt with the broad shoulders of an athlete, with a strikingly handsome face which came with the perfect smile. He had everything. Looks, talent, brains and money. We had hit it off right away the day he knocked at my door, looking for my neighbour. Fate had it that we should meet that way and everyday was like heaven with him. After our 10th date, I ushered enough courage to invite him into my room. Everything happened so fast after that. He was my first, and I had hoped he'd be my last.

Two months had passed and my period was yet to come. Fearing the worst, I decided to go for a check up. When the doctor told me that I was pregnant, I was too happy for words! I was carrying the seed of our love, mine and his. I went over to his place on the same night itself to tell him the good news. His reply came as a shock to me.

Expecting a happy face and a proposal to marriage, he violently slapped me until I fell flat onto the parquet floor of his penthouse. Cussing me vulgarly, he threw me against the wall and with one hard punch on my stomach, he had killed my unborn child. I couldnt remember anything after that as I blacked out from being pummeled so hard and the next thing I knew, I was lying half naked with him standing on top of me.

Around me was not his apartment, but a junkyard. "If you ever tell anyone about this, bitch, I will water my plants with your blood!" With that, he walked away, leaving me calling out his name. I don't remember fainting, but when I woke up, I was already in the hospital, with machines surrounding me.

I never told anyone what had happened to me. Not my family, friends, what again the police. I loved him and still love him, too much to put him behind bars and destroy his life. I am in love with the enemy and love him is what I will do forever. Crying now, hiding in the toilet, I broke off a piece of rusted metal from the toilet door and with one quick move, I cut my wrist. Writing out his name on the wall in my blood, I then cried myself to sleep...
posted by Josephine @ 7:35 am   1 comments
A comment to Blake's Blog

Curfews.. Many of us have them and well.. by US, I do mean that I'm one of those who have or have had curfews. Not to say I don't have them now, but I guess it's just a formality for my dad to call me and find out what time I'll be back once it's past 11pm.. Yeah, my curfew in my teens was at 11pm. I used to hate being called home so early coz all my friends would get to hang out and have fun while I'd miss all of it.

There came a time where people stopped asking me out at night coz everytime they go out, it would be at around 10 and well, I had to be back an hour later.. So my friends got kinda fed-up with that. Like I said, I used to hate having a curfew and I just wouldn't listen to any reasoning my parents would give me. Later in life, I finally understood why parents give their children curfews and now, without being told, I come back by 11 or at the most, 11.30pm.

Now, Blake stated in his blog, I quote and unquote, "They (her parents) are not as restrictive as those parents that would impose rules such as, "Thou shall not touch my daughter" on the child's boyfriend, but trust me, her parents are kinda tight about her coming home late at night. Come on, we are not sex-crazed people! We're her friends who would protect her from sex-maniacs that would penetrate whenever there's an available hole and burn the victim to death, before dumping her body (or ash) into the river near the crime scene. Nope, we're definitely not those people.Anyway, I guess I have to cut the parents some slack. After all, she's their only daughter."

Well, ok.. Which parents aren't afraid of that happening to their kids? Their daughters especially since well, we are supposed to be the weaker sex.. But even though our parents take it to their responsibility of knowing who we hangout with, they won't trust anyone until proven innocent.. Many stories have made the front page news where a girl gets raped/killed or both by her own friends and in some cases, by her boyfriend. "Who can we trust?" parents always ask themselves. As long as men have properly functioning brothers, they are a threat to their daughters.

But there are other matters which force parents to give out curfews. For instance, a lying daughter. No matter how much you try to hide the truth from your parents, they will eventually find out. Now, put yourself in you parents' shoes. If you had a daughter who told you she was going out to tuition but someone catches her sneaking into the cyber cafe and she calls you saying she'll be out late coz she'll be studying at her friend's place and you know all about it, what would you do? Ok, so maybe one or two times is fine. Scold a little and it's done. But what if she does it all the time? Wouldn't you wanna give her a curfew? Parents don't need to see a guy to give a girl curfews.

Sometimes, curfews are essential for girls whose parents are well, loaded, so to speak. We often hear of rich kids getting kidnapped for ransom. If they are lucky, they live. If they aren't.. well, let's not go there. In this case, even guys can have curfews. But of course, this rarely happens to guys. Curfews I mean.. Not kidnapping. That can happen to anyone with money.. *touch wood*.. Even powerful parents keep their kids at home after certain hours. People could have a grudge against the parents and take it out on the children.

Gang fights happen at night coz well, certain type of people prey at night. You know, those who carry "parang" and have big tattoos on almost every part of their body? Yeah, well, they are another reason why curfews exists. Boys and girls both usually have to be back home at an early hour especially if they're living in a predominant area... I think you get what I mean..

There are many other reasons to why parents give out curfews. And should a child finally be free from the curfew coz he or she is out to college and goes wild.. Well, mentally speaking, it's called freedom.. But in truth, the child just wants to get his or her rebelliousness out of his or her system.. Psychology.. Hehe!

Till then, signing off.. and no offence intended!

P/S Blake: Don't hafta be an only daughter to get curfews. They're just more likely to get them

posted by Josephine @ 2:35 am   0 comments
Sonnet of a Broken Hearted
My heart it aches
True faith is breaking
The truth now out
While my world is collapsing

Who knew it was you
Who'd cut me in two
Tearing me apart
Utter pain you impart

Oh,capture of my soul
Release me, let me go
Let me be a whole
Without you in my life

Dreams of love
Let surface once more..
posted by Josephine @ 1:30 am   1 comments
My True Element
Thursday, December 01, 2005
Air
Your element is Air: Carefree, lovable, fun and
childish. Aren't you cute! Your just full of
childhood spunk and happiness! Hey who said
being young was a bad thing? You have a keen
understanding of what's good in life and choose
to remain happy rather than get too upset over
things. Life is fun, who wants to be troubled
by grown-up problems? Being as capable of love
as you are you will make a wonderful parent if
and when you choose to grow up. Love is a
mystery because you only want friends not love
interests, games are better than relationships
with the opposite sex. You have what everyone
is searching for, that so called 'fountain of
youth' deep inside. You can come across as
naive and childish at times. But who cares what
they think, lets go play tag!


.:-|What is your true element?|-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
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posted by Josephine @ 3:34 pm   1 comments
My First Gastric Experience
I've never experienced gastric pain until recently, when I was in the middle of exam period. My first gastric was, according to Magdalene, probably caused by stress. I guess she's right cause I eat pretty consistently.

It was the night before my Pharmaceutics paper. I'd gone to sleep at 11pm as I always do when I'm sitting for exams and I was woken up at around 1am by an excruciating pain at the upper portion of my stomach. Called my dad and he told me what medicine to take. I think I took the wrong medicine that night cause I wasn't exactly looking at the name label before I swallowed it.

The pain didn't go away and it worsened when I lay down on my bed. In the end, when I couldn't stand the pain any longer, I called a few friends of mine until I finally got someone to bring me to the nearest clinic.

Kai Lun came to my apartment with Kar Chun and they brought me for a jab. My normal doctor from that clinic is a really cute and young doctor called Dr. Henry. On the night of my gastritis, another doctor was on-call so despite the pain, I felt kind of dissapointed cause I didn't get to see him. LOL!

I was given all kinds of drugs and the main drug, the one for gastric, was Omeprazol, supposedly the "last resort". Sounds scary huh? Didn't have enough money so Kai Lun loaned me some cash.

Anyway, the pain continued to the next day, even while I was sitting for my paper, which was, honestly, terrible! Not the paper, but the pain I had to endure while sitting for the paper! After exam, I went back to my apartment to get some rest as I didn't have enough rest the night before, no thanks to my gastric!

I called Daniel asking him if he could get some food for me to eat. It was not long after that when Daniel called me, telling me he was at my front door with the food. It was really nice of him to send it all the way to my doorstep.

He didn't wanna take the money at first but I insisted I paid him cause I already troubled him enough. I was really happy that day cause I knew that I had friends who truly cared about me and well, I'd do the same should anyone ever ask me for help when they're in the condition I was in.

Hey, a friend in need is a friend indeed after all, right?

Till then.. signing off with love!
posted by Josephine @ 3:22 pm   3 comments
Quest for Christmas - Part 1
On one cold winter night, not too long ago, something mystical happened to me as I was about to close my eyes and drift into deep slumber. Snuggled up in my bed and ready to sleep, I was suddenly disturbed by soft tapping at my window. I grew irritated as I thought the neighbour's son was throwing pebbles at my window again. I decided to ignore the sound but I couldn't, as it grew louder and louder, and faster too.

Frustrated, I got up and walked to the window, ready to give my neighbour's son a piece of my mind, when I saw him. A small figure wearing a weird green pointed hat, no bigger than my hand. His ears were queer, the kind of ears you'd read about only in children's bedtime story books. Sharp at the top. His feet were covered with funny shoes with tiny little bells at the very tip. "This can't be true," I thought to myself. Pixies or elves or whatever this weird creature was, don't exist!

I rubbed my eyes thinking that maybe my tired mind was playing tricks on me. I opened my eyes wide and there he still was! Standing there, hands folded, making hand signals at me to open my window. Quickly, I opened it and in jumped the small man. "Hello," he started. With his soft voice, it came out as almost a squeek. I strained my ears to listen to what he was saying. "My name is Gus. I'm an elf, as you can see and I work for Santa," he stopped for a moment waiting for some reaction from a very stunned me.

"Hello! Are you alright?" He asked me, snapping his tiny fingers me. Suddenly awake from my shock, I found my mouth hanging so I quickly pursed my lips together. "Yes, I'm fine. I'm sorry, I just don't see elves very often. In fact, I've never seen an elf in my life! I thought you were just a myth and so was Santa!" I answered, my words pouring out like vomit. Gus gave a short laugh and said that science and technology and stuff are the things that made truth into myths. I held out my pinky as he offered his hand.

"Hi Gus, I'm Sarah. It's really a pleasure to meet you. Sorry I forgot my manners for a while there," I said. "Don't you worry about it, my dear. Here's the thing, Sarah. I'm here because I need your help and our records show that you are the only one who can help us," Gus said, his expression solemn. "Of...Of course," I stuttered at the look in Gus' eyes. "How may I be of help?" "Listen Sarah, we need you to save Christmas!"

... to be continued...
posted by Josephine @ 1:55 pm   2 comments
Be My Penguin?
Aww... isn't that just sweet?
posted by Josephine @ 5:38 am   1 comments
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